Spotlight
Alex: These are the lyrics I spent the most time on. This can be read as singular but really it is about how all women are born into the world and have to deal with these weird expectations of what it means to be a woman. That’s why I used the weight of “their” expectations right off the bat. I imagine it must be tough if you have desires and dreams but are constantly told to fit into the prescribed box by “the spotlight”. If you watch the lyric video, the field is her safe place, which once she disappears from the spotlight (shunning what society thinks she should be), and becomes her true self, she returns to the field and lets someone else in with her.
The weight of their expectations
Crushing dreams you can't sustain
What you cherish gets forgotten
Left to wither in the rain
Behind that wall you've built up
Lies a truth they'll never find
I can see through all the shadows
That have left the others blind
Their spotlight burns too harshly
Missing everything that's real
I'm the only one who notices
The wounds that never heal
You keep running back to daylight
Where they think they know your heart
But you always find your way here
When their world falls apart
That guarded look you carry
Makes them think they know your game
They believe you're hard to crack
But they never try to look deeper
Their spotlight burns too harshly
Missing everything that's real
I'm the only one who notices
The wounds that never heal
They can't see past the surface
Hold you up against the glare
I notice what escapes their eyes
While they watch you disappear...
Disappear